Family!!

Family.

All of a sudden, I feel like posting about family. Personally, I feel that family are the most important source is each and everyone of our life. Maybe at a certain age, you may feel that having friends will be much more important than having your family by your side. I've experienced that before. When i was at the age of 12-15, i felt that my friends are very important. Without any friends, i would feel lonely and helpless. Though i know that my family is always by my side, but i didn't care much about them. Maybe that period was my rebellious time i guess.

During that period, i felt that my friends around me could solve all kinds of things with me. I thought that having friends was a 'big huha'. But when comes to money issues or any other important issues, your friends could encourage you. However the ones that really help you to solve the problem is actually your family, not any other friends. They would help, cheer or encourage you without any complaints or reciprocates.

I believed is affinity that brought your family together. So i felt that everyone of us should treasure the affinity that was given. Though every families have their own problems, but i feel that each of the member in the family should stand together.

Actually, the main purpose of writing this post is me, wanting to show my gratitude to my family. I love and enjoy being their family. Be it the moment of happiness of saddiness, i would never fail to know that my family would be by my side no matter what happen. And i realised that if one of my family member fall sick, the rest of us would not just sit back and look. But try to do things or buy things to cheer the family up. For example, when my eldest sister was in her bad stage of health, we being her family, did not just sit back. But tried every means to cheer her up.

Currently i'm injure. I'm at my discomfort when using the computer or do any daily routine. My family tried every ways to help me feel more comfortable. My mother will always ensure that my three meals are settled before she head to work. My second sister would always ask whether i'm feeling better everyday. And my eldest sister, knowing that i've dificulties using the computer to entertain myself, she bought a notebook from the IT fair for me to use despite being sick that day, she still rush down the last day to get me a laptop. Though i would only need it at the end of the year. Though the things they do may not be very big, but the small things accumulate togther is already more than a lot of big things.

All in all, i wanna end this post by saying:" I want them to be my family in the next life, if there is. Though it is not complete but i feel complete with you all feeling my heart.


I LOVE YOU ALL DESPITE ALL UPS AND DOWN!!!!!

Signing off at 4:40PM
@ 19/3/09

Hey everyone,
Thank you for all your cares and concerns. I really appreciate it. :) But don't worry, i guess I'm recover quite well. Though still unable to walk, but hopefully i can recuperate faster. So I could go shopping and study with all my friends. Will be having Physiotherapy this Thursday, they said will be giving me tough exercise. brouhaha guess I'll have to suffer this Thursday again. Think this exercise will help me recover faster!! see you all soon....



Signing off at 12.15am
@18/3/09

Post op.

Finally have the strength to sit up to update my blog.
I had my operation yesterday at around 8am.
My mother and sisters waited for me outside the ward when I'm undergoing the op.

It ended at 10.30am after all the operation procedure.

From the beginning of the day:
-Reached the hospital late, as it was suppose to be a 7am operation.

After registration at the counter, the nurse asked me to go the ward for my day surgery.
My ward number is 6, if I'm not wrong.
The nurse asked me to change into the surgery rode, the rode looks similar to kimono.
After changing, i put all my belongings to my locker as provided.
Waited for quite sometime as my surgeon is operating another patient.
While waiting, the nurse measured my blood pressure and asked my a lot of thing regarding how i injured myself.
When my surgeon is done with the patient, a nurse asked my to walk to my operating theater .
Entered the room, the nurse said:" walk up to the stage."
The stage is actually where I'll be operating.
Lay down as required.
A doctor, in charge of the anathematizes[ a drug that put me to sleep] { pardon me if i type wrongly} , injected my hand.
MY GOD!! It hurts.. Then after that they told me that they have to pluck it out again as the fluid did not flow into my blood.
I was thinking:" OH MY, are they injecting another part again."
While i was thinking, they injected it.
After injecting, they let my breath something.
Not long later, i fall asleep.
After quite sometime, i suppose.
I heard some sound:" Sharon, are you awake? Can you breathe properly."
At that moment, i can hardly talk. But i can feel something amiss on my leg.
And i told them:" my leg hurts a lot."
Then they let me ate a painkiller.
The pain is really unbearable.
Cried after the op.
It is still hurting now.. But I've no choice but to bear with it.
After waking up from my anathematizes, i asked the nurse to inform my family member that i'm out.
I still can hardly talk a bit. But after that i went back to sleep in order not to remind my of my pain.
Woke up, told my family about what happened.
I swear I'll never forget that moment.
As usual, cried a lot.
After waiting for quite sometime for the pain to reduce, i asked the nurse to send for my physiotherapy.
Was push to the rehabilitation center for my therapy.
Waaaaa!!
I thought it was suppose to be a relaxing thing.
Did some exercise to get used of something inside my leg.
="(
I really wanna give up one.
Will continue writing again.. Cos i cannot sit for long.

Signing off at 9pm
13/03/09

went out with my sisters two days before my operation.

We chatted a lot of things. went shopping, spent a lot too.

I bought a shoes and a pants.. =D

Then went J.CO to chill a bit before heading to amk to have our dinner,

Then drived to laopa sai to have some satay with zhiwei kor kor's family and mine too. =)

I'm very scare and lost.
But i don't want show it to my friends.
It may be a small one.
But that small one is on my skin!!
I've been trying to treat it as s normal thing.
But that's easy to be said than done.
I wanna shout out loud:" I'M SCARE VERY VERY SCARE! I NEED HELP.. I'M VERY SCARE. WANNA AVOID DOING IT. BUT I'LL REGRET IT."
I really tried to be as calm as possible.
People can say I'm timid because that is not going to happen to them.
I wanna cry out loud.


Signing off at 11pm @ 8/3/09

I LOVE CHILLING WITH MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!
Went out with Chu yi today to chill.
Starting of the day, we went Bakerzin to have a oreo cheese cake costing only $4.
You can feel that you're in the heaven eating a heavenly cheese cake.
walked around at velocity.
Bought some assessment books.
hahahas, tell you something.
I bought my first story book named 'Eclipse' at velocity.
Think it will be nice reading.
As i'm currently reading the second series named' new moon'.
Chu yi said its very difficult to get as it is out of stocks now.
Went to Marina squre's starbucks.
Mainly just reading a story book and drinking my favorite starbuck coffee ( Iced white chocolate mocha)
Enjoy chilling a lot as i do not have to do much entertainment.
Walked around at Marina.
DAMN!! Bought a dress for 35 dollars.
SPENTING AGAIN!!
Why can't i go out without spenting?
haha
Its time for me to learn to be a spendthrift.!!
Saw a media fiesta thing looking for actor and actresses for the show 'fighting spiders' holding at mediacorp channel 5.
haha Chu yi keep asking me to go for that audition held immediately! =)
Then settled our dinner at mac , trained home.
Enjoyed myself today relaxing..









A perfect match! A cup of coffee and a book.



She bought Eclipse and breaking dawn.
I will be buying breaking dawn after i reading Eclipse. :D









End of the day!!
Signing off12.52am
8/3/09

Went out with kuan wee on 1 march 09.

Long time never talk to him alr as the both of us are quite busy with life.

He gave me a Ralph Lauren polo.

Love it a lot
, especially the colour of it.

Went CENTRAL's fish market to have our dinner.

i'm still loving the platter there.

went vivo to get some stuff there, took a lot of pictures with his cool camera.

Wish him bon voyage for his coming china trip.

Head home after that.

Signing off at 3/3/09

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