I HATE IT TO THE CORE!!I would need this for the rest of my holiday.
School reopen also.. OMG!! i hate my life now!.
Totally hate it!!
I'm always hoping everything could be rewind.
Or maybe fast forward the time now.
I just hope that everything is just a dream.
Wake up knowing that its not true! But it is!!! =((
I'll not be able to play for the volleyball south zone tournament!
I trained so hard for it BUT now i cant even run!
Every second that image is running in my mind.
That image is repeating and repeating!!
It is soooooo scary!
Though sometimes i may seems as if i'm alright with it But i'm totally not!!
No one can really understand how i feel. Though my friends are around with me.
But everything is so inconvenience for me!
The most scariest thing now is dropping a thing on the floor when no one is at home!
How am i going to face it? I seriously hope everything can be REWIND!!
REWIND PLEASE!!! Please! i wish i would know what i did wrong to deserve this to happen!!
OH MY GOD... please!!
Someone please help me!
I'm really very scare right now..
I feel so helpless bearing the pain.
But still I wanna apologise to my B'girls, Mr Ong and powen.
Tania, i'm sorry that i'll not be able to fight for the medal with you.. sorry niu.
It hurts me a lot, be it emotionally or physically!
I'm so so so sad. hais
Signing off at 6/12/08
10.37pm
