Family.
All of a sudden, I feel like posting about family. Personally, I feel that family are the most important source is each and everyone of our life. Maybe at a certain age, you may feel that having friends will be much more important than having your family by your side. I've experienced that before. When i was at the age of 12-15, i felt that my friends are very important. Without any friends, i would feel lonely and helpless. Though i know that my family is always by my side, but i didn't care much about them. Maybe that period was my rebellious time i guess.
During that period, i felt that my friends around me could solve all kinds of things with me. I thought that having friends was a 'big huha'. But when comes to money issues or any other important issues, your friends could encourage you. However the ones that really help you to solve the problem is actually your family, not any other friends. They would help, cheer or encourage you without any complaints or reciprocates.
I believed is affinity that brought your family together. So i felt that everyone of us should treasure the affinity that was given. Though every families have their own problems, but i feel that each of the member in the family should stand together.
Actually, the main purpose of writing this post is me, wanting to show my gratitude to my family. I love and enjoy being their family. Be it the moment of happiness of saddiness, i would never fail to know that my family would be by my side no matter what happen. And i realised that if one of my family member fall sick, the rest of us would not just sit back and look. But try to do things or buy things to cheer the family up. For example, when my eldest sister was in her bad stage of health, we being her family, did not just sit back. But tried every means to cheer her up.
Currently i'm injure. I'm at my discomfort when using the computer or do any daily routine. My family tried every ways to help me feel more comfortable. My mother will always ensure that my three meals are settled before she head to work. My second sister would always ask whether i'm feeling better everyday. And my eldest sister, knowing that i've dificulties using the computer to entertain myself, she bought a notebook from the IT fair for me to use despite being sick that day, she still rush down the last day to get me a laptop. Though i would only need it at the end of the year. Though the things they do may not be very big, but the small things accumulate togther is already more than a lot of big things.
All in all, i wanna end this post by saying:" I want them to be my family in the next life, if there is. Though it is not complete but i feel complete with you all feeling my heart.
I LOVE YOU ALL DESPITE ALL UPS AND DOWN!!!!!
Signing off at 4:40PM
@ 19/3/09
