I'm very scare and lost.
But i don't want show it to my friends.
It may be a small one.
But that small one is on my skin!!
I've been trying to treat it as s normal thing.
But that's easy to be said than done.
I wanna shout out loud:" I'M SCARE VERY VERY SCARE! I NEED HELP.. I'M VERY SCARE. WANNA AVOID DOING IT. BUT I'LL REGRET IT."
I really tried to be as calm as possible.
People can say I'm timid because that is not going to happen to them.
I wanna cry out loud.
Signing off at 11pm @ 8/3/09
